Decision Right

I admit, that i dun feel want to do that activity.
It is because , at the starting point, i am the only facing all the problems and issues.
When i felt sien and tired and pressure, who can i speak to? NO ONE!!!

I am just about to complain by the time i feel fed up, but end up i kept it iside my heart.
It is because i feel tired to complain and no one can help me even i complain.
But finally, I was wrong, i should merada watever unsatisfaction i have at the first stage, so you will understand how I feel.

How you feel now is exactly wat i feel previously.NO ONE knows!!!

I bear all the pressure, I really dun like to do that activity? but how? It still need to be continue.

I dun have the right to decide, that is a branch activity.

ADAPTION FOR NEW LIFE

Throughout a month working life in Serdang Area, I found that i cant adapt the standard of living here.

Their speaking attitude, their appearance, their mindset and thinking.
I feel very muak to be here.

Anyhow, I keep advise myself that i m just working here, and i m not belongs to this serdang society.

For whatever i saw, i met and i face, it is jus a imagination.

Talking with fake people is so difficult and i always having such chances than whoever. Why fake people always appers in fron of me and make me entertain them. I don;t like. Please give me a chance os being myself.

I m Yin Peng, I have own mindset, and you dun have to do story telling in front of me as i m not a kids ald....

To fren with me, just be a true of urself, u jus have to honest to urself. Please dun act in fron of me. that is jus painting..... useless for me and i can sense it strongly!!

I m not sure when i can back to my own life, but i really cant breath with this environment somehow.

Can i just ignore it? or i continue my previous life.

My WEEKEND lIFE

New Job = New Life?

Just wonder whether this is the right formula in the life.
Sitting quietly at home on saturday but my brain keep mixing and turning around with my job due on 7th of every month. I am not sure what i am worrying for. Without any reason, i cant sleep nicely.

After having dinner with my dad and some beers with him at night for karaoke, i feel better. I knew what is the true smile from heart. I found mysefl sitting on the sofa under the fan. Meanwhile, i feel comfortable to chat with my dad. I felt his happiness with my accompany while my mum is far away at cameron highland leaving me and my dad alone. Just a single sense.

I slept earlier on saturday night. I got a good sleep even i was awake in the midnight for twice. Just to keep the promise, i sleep deeply for tomorrow hiking.

7.30am Sunday, I woke up. we depart for Puchong Hill for some sweat. Daddy and I, being the partner for the day, chatting while we were hiking. For the time being, i felt so relax. May be i was surrounding by forest and water and peoples' smile and greetings. I sweat alot.....

We went to Puteri Mart for some dragon fruits and pork, then only we went for breakfast. Within the 1 hr breakfast time, I realized the important of relax urself - and time for urself. I went for YMM meeting after that and meeting again untill 5pm. For the time being, we have been waiting for someone from Binary College to discuss with seminar on this coming saturday , in fact, punctualily seems impossible for big person? 3 pm becomes to 4 pm? May be he needs a dictionary or an alarm clock for his birthday?

We felt angry + dissappointed.

Discussion has become story telling session, simple things became complicated after the explanation.

For sure that is the last time to cooperate.!

I have taken a short nap from 6 - 7pm. and having my simple dinner with my DEAR. but i have so many dear in fact. Those 'dear' somehow is so annoying and i just my true DEAR to be with me.

What a nice Weekend ended with STomach Pain - Crucial days For every MONTH!!

Have A nice DAY!

母亲节

我的妈妈有很多可爱的地方：
- 她一坐下就会立刻睡着
- 对自助旅行，他会欣喜若狂
- 不怕陌生
- 什么车都敢驾，除了罗里
- 什么都要试
- 乐观
- 开心

所以，当我听着母亲节特备节目时，我落泪，因为听见大家的妈妈的故事。而我，做的还不是很多。所以，我想尽力，因为不想有任何遗憾。